Questions??

WOW, who knew there was so much to learn about becoming an Army wife. The more I learn the more questions I have, but Im just going to take it day by day and learn as I go. I know that ultimately God is in control. I worry the most about Haley, I so hope she likes her new school next year and fits in. Her happiness means the world to me. Raising a child with Asperger's is hard and so hard to explain to others. I think a new way of life is going to be good for all of us. We are ready and I know that together we can do anything. Jay is my best friend and soul mate and an amazing father to our daughters, I know he is going to be a wonderful soldier as well <3

New Life

Ok so its official, I am an Army Wife! Jay leaves February 20th to Ft. Jackson, I am scared, excited, nervous , glad, confused, etc! I really dont know how to feel about all this. It is very overwhelming, I didnt marry Army so this is kind of new for me. Not really sure what to expect or if we really made the right decision. I do know one thing and that is I support Jay 100% and will stand by his side and stay positive all the way. If anyone out there has advice or knows what I am in for please let let me know.

ok so Im now on here with this new blog and I realize I never post anything! Swear Im going to do better! here is a pic of me and My absolutely great hubby and I on our honeymoon for those of you who emailed me to ask to finally post a pic haha!!kissses and love!

Very Upset

Seems like no matter what I do it is wrong!!Im so sick of Jay making me out to be a bad guy. he puts words in my mouth and says Im  in the wrong! AARGHGHGGHGHGHG

My Haley BUGG

Learned a lot about my daughter today... wish she would confide in me more. I try so hard to be her friend as well as mom. WIsh she would let me in more. Im not going to get mad for the little things I just want to protect her and love her. i know how its like and I know I can help her. She is my world and i would do anything for her.

Almost Christmas

Well its almost Christmastime again and Im broke again!!! When will I ever learn to budget my money? Having caviar taste on a hot dog budget is not a good thing! Oh well, thank God I have such a wonderful mother. Although I hate going to her for help! And I shouldnt have to, I am a college graduate, I have a good job but teachers get paid barely enough to get by which is a shame since we have so much responsibility and keep getting more required of us! But dont get me on my soapbox!! I am grateful though to have a job and to be able to do what I do. I teach some pretty amazing kids even though somedays I wanna crawl under the covers and stay forever. But those days are few and far between, mainly thanks to my great hubby, wonderful friends and beautiful daughter.

Speaking of Haley, she has changed so much. She has def turned into her own person. She hates pink, wants a skateboard and draws skulls. Not what I pictured my little girl doing but I wouldnt change her for anything! Shes such a fabulous person. She has the best heart. She has absolutely broke me however with things she asked for for Christmas, everything red of course~!

Wedding/Honeymoon/Work

Well, its official! I am Mrs. Holloway! The wedding was beautiful and very me and Jay if that makes sense. The honeymoon was out of this world. I dont think I had ever been happier or so relaxed in my life. I am such a Bob Marley fan now lol of the drink and music! The laid back attitude of Jamaica is so addicting, its so hard to come back to our fast paced society! Jay and I went snorkeling, parasailing, jet skiing on the ocean, on a catamaran cruise, swam in caves, I swear we tried it all. One thing that was great is that it made us closer than before. We do share a love that is amazing, and that trip helped sealed that fact.......Now back to the real world of stress, work, bills, deadlines, micro managers, moms, and court cases. Its never ending!! i HOPE AND PRAY that Jay and I always remember Jamaica and the love we had there. If we can just remember that feeling "it will be alright" Cuz we definitely have found our "ONe Love, One heart". Jay probablly still has that feeling Im the one that has issues because I hate dealing with stupid people lol, its really hard for me to understand how someone doesnt like me...hello everyone likes me. i was always Miss Congeniality. How can one person not like me??? No one has ever not liked me haha welllllll until I stole their boyfriend but that was jr high crap, I just dont like holding onto the past or holdign grudges and when people do it irks me. Live and Let Live. I have let go of so much or else repressed it so far down I never hardly think of it haha. But I try and get along with everyone, only time I ever speak my mind is if you hurt someone I love or disrespect my family. I can overlook a lot but for the past year I have had continually defend myself and my good name and well its just getting old. Hopefully sooner or later karma will occur and they will get it back tenfold!! I can only hope!
Work is almost closing out for the year. WHy does it have to end in so much stress? Only 9 more day but it might as well be 50 as long as they are going to feel! oh well! Keep me in your prayers and Jay as well. Also anyone know any support groups for parents of kids with aspergers? or playgroups for kids with this? just curious!